are you with me?

Hope.

Im sorry boss

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Sand, Dust

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date: Friday, May 15, 2009

title: asdasdasdas

time: 11:53 PM

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date: Tuesday, March 17, 2009

title: tired

time: 2:37 AM

WELCOME BACK TO THE ANGMORH SPEAKING WORLD.
its okay your out, cause channel U is weird!
Bandage2 was amazing.

rewritten past, the bedside lies
stained blood red and opportunists said:
doors shall be open to those that always try,
an over achiever, of every kind

date: Thursday, February 19, 2009

title: Remember the stars

time: 5:19 PM

Remember the stars,
the only way we really know who we are,
poignant regret, torn up souls,
oh why, oh why, is the world so cold.
Superficial,insecure, could there, could there, be anymore?
we don't have no reasons, nor any excuse,
we want what we chose.
hence forget the lies, count to 3,
hands in pockets, face towards the sky,
open your eyes, and embrace the through meaning of the word 'me'

baa.

date: Wednesday, February 11, 2009

title: soorry

time: 10:04 PM

havent blogged in forever, and im bored, so......
A Colour riot claimed the scene
Dance Floor filled itself, by all means,
take your clothes of, spin a few rounds
go wild; crazy, move your feet to the sound

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
(X) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
(X) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 4
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 8

Level 5
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
(X) Been To Paris
(X) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 13

Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi
(X) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(X) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 17

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers (Medicine)
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 21

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone mudding (offroading)
( ) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 24

Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 28

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake (tremors count)
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 30

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 33

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
(X) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 37

Level 13
(X) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 40

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(X) Witnessed A Crime
(X) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
(X) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 45
Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 50

Level 16
( ) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 53

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 57

Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(X) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 61

Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (WHAT THE FUCK?!)

SO FAR: 64

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls (this was when my mum thought it would be funny to make me wear her earrings)
(X) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 67

Level 22
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 70

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (LOOK! NO HANDS)
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (not recently)

SO FAR: 73

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree (Everyday)
(X) Had/Been in a tree house.
(X) Been scared to watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 76

Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail (boys home counts)

SO FAR: 78

Level 26
(X) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (creepy)
(X) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused (FRIGGING)

SO FAR: 83

Level 27
(X) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 85

Level 28
(X) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(X) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(X) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X)Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 91

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 95

Level 31
(X) Been Used
( ) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat (haha!)
(X) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 97

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(X) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total: 98

date: Tuesday, December 23, 2008

title: in a time

time: 12:55 AM

doctor, doctor, he's bleeding from his chest,
save him doctor, he's different from the rest.

there was a time, whereby all i wanted was that cosy feeling, hmm, yeah, love, i believe.
i wasn't desperate just slightly lonely.
time goes by, and yeah epiphany. brilliant really.

now all i want is someone like me, where i can just hang out with.
come on, come out wherever you are.

shh, don't break this silence
you and me, our alliance.
quiet down now, save your breath
listen to my voice and rest, just rest.

date: Sunday, November 30, 2008

title: fark

time: 11:49 PM

dear diary, this is your cue, come, come save me,
dont you always? swallow my rants? of bad days?

|why do people try so hard?
why do I try you hard?

i dont understand me, it aint no cup of tea,
believe me.

why does it matter so much, when some one is annoyed?
whether im the cause? if untold, leaves me destroyed.
so forgive me, please, it aint easy being me,
morals, courtesy, and always finding the key.

date: Thursday, November 27, 2008

title:

time: 9:18 PM

sorry,
just get well soon alright?