date: Monday, November 3, 2008
title: suck it up, panzy

suck it up, panzy. hey, peoples. you know, if you guys are active on facebook, youll realise, "Christian needs a good friend" haha, oooooohhhh christian soo emoooo): no. im not, i guess, haha. its just that i realise i dont have really good friends, like 'tight' pals and shit like that. i really hope whatever shallow friendships i have now can actually work out. haha, is it me? like, because of me, that some of my friendships never take off? gahh, pains to think about it.
so the narrow path has led to this, whats this? no bliss? ive burnt them bridges, lit them bright, but my emotions still shed no light.
I guess poetry is my only way, cause inevitably, allows me to say, those words deep, buried within, which even telling, feels like sin.
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mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, yknow, sometimes, i think i talk way to damn much. to the extent where i think i piss people off and i think that they are angry with me but than again i think their not you know, i think i think too much.
cheerios;christiansng
christian needs to achieve "hot" hahahahhaahaha
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