yeah, you know, bitches,
if i had to like emote this period of time ive been having its really confused.
everythings all weirdd and stuff,
trust me, not your average-ordinary teenage love story.
well, poem.

love came and stayed,
not so far away,
in my heart it made,
what i knew would not go away

so i knew what i had to do,
pursue, pursue, pursue
and that was exactly what i did,
the beginning of one big fib

so a bond we shared,
which i thought could not be broken
but these things has to happen,
not just spoken

so this bond was broken,
my eyes awoken,
not to follow my heart
but to finish the poem

and so this barrier was built that very day,
a barrier known to men as change,
i changed i did, in several ways,
but you, you stayed the same

and it came to the point,
whereby we were friends again,
but nothing, for me,
would ever feel the same,

and the time it came,
where i was ready to get serious again,
but no you wouldn't, the lies spoken,
you were definitely still the same

A character like yours,
oh so strong, so strong,
"would never change"
i thought, in dismay

so i turned off all feelings,
closed my eyes and began,
to start the whole process,
all over again,

but just before i could,
you caught me in the hand and said,
this ain't over,
"ill change, ill change"

but i am not certain,
i mean who would,
but i, damn right,
was misunderstood,

do you think this is my fault,
i can't love her no more,
you cant force love,
its just like a war,

the battles begin,
with allies and foes,
but when your allies have taken a toll on you,
their true colours really show.

and once shown,
its hard to erase
cause the case where its stored
its both over used and mauled,
and in reality's case,
love cant be restored.

so all those of you who read this and said,
"what the heck, this isnt the christian i've met"
its true isnt it,
that what you see isnt what you get,
cause i've got more problems than anyone you've ever met.