yeah, you know, bitches,
if i had to like emote this period of time ive been having its really confused.
everythings all weirdd and stuff,
trust me, not your average-ordinary teenage love story.
well, poem.

love came and stayed,
not so far away,
in my heart it made,
what i knew would not go away

so i knew what i had to do,
pursue, pursue, pursue
and that was exactly what i did,
the beginning of one big fib

so a bond we shared,
which i thought could not be broken
but these things has to happen,
not just spoken

so this bond was broken,
my eyes awoken,
not to follow my heart
but to finish the poem

and so this barrier was built that very day,
a barrier known to men as change,
i changed i did, in several ways,
but you, you stayed the same

and it came to the point,
whereby we were friends again,
but nothing, for me,
would ever feel the same,

and the time it came,
where i was ready to get serious again,
but no you wouldn't, the lies spoken,
you were definitely still the same

A character like yours,
oh so strong, so strong,
"would never change"
i thought, in dismay

so i turned off all feelings,
closed my eyes and began,
to start the whole process,
all over again,

but just before i could,
you caught me in the hand and said,
this ain't over,
"ill change, ill change"

but i am not certain,
i mean who would,
but i, damn right,
was misunderstood,

do you think this is my fault,
i can't love her no more,
you cant force love,
its just like a war,

the battles begin,
with allies and foes,
but when your allies have taken a toll on you,
their true colours really show.

and once shown,
its hard to erase
cause the case where its stored
its both over used and mauled,
and in reality's case,
love cant be restored.

so all those of you who read this and said,
"what the heck, this isnt the christian i've met"
its true isnt it,
that what you see isnt what you get,
cause i've got more problems than anyone you've ever met.

HOW BITCHES?
HOW? HOW? HOW? HOW?
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omg.

hay:D bitchesss,
hmm, im relatively happy today(:
shortt hair now, haha.
rugby match was shit. but still, haha.

its hard, really, its not like any other.

yao bitches
yeah... i admit it,
Right now, yeah, im confused.
im the sort in this current circumstance does not get confused but... yeahh bleh.

okay anyway, hey guys,
marie's party yesterday, and no matter what you guys say,
it was a blast. and yeah, happy birthday marie(:
love you guys, bamffttt

hey bitches, fast post,
im sick alright friggin flu,
tired right now and well, yeah,
so days been pretty rough, so haha hope its over soon
alright, bye.

Hey bitches,
had rugby today, nasty cut on my thigh.
afetr that just went to meet a certain someone.
received the fucking absolute most awesome present ever,
hahhaa wow, im starting to enjoy that i have a birthday!
tomorrows friday, finally.

ciao

Good day bitches,
today was fine i guess...
Fell asleep in every class except history(WOWRIGHT?!)
hmm.. fucking nothing to talk about...
oh right, got some shit project thing to do on landmarks, no idea what to do on.
is Zouk a landmark?

like sponsore cab fare and take pictures, loll.
tuition soon and well, ooshoosh.
till next time.

konichiwa bitches.
me again, haha,
school was fine, lots of happy birthdays and presents,
Lol, ponned rugby, went for chinese remedial,
im kinda sick, down with the flu..

and well, i feel fat.
needa execise, loll.
soo yeahh, yesterday was fucking screwed. lol
messed up alot, and im sorrryy, you know who you are.
and i miss p6/sec1
the great times i had.
bye niggas

hey, no one reads this anyway, but who gives.
friends coming over later for pizza and we'll just probably do what we do best. nothing.
haha.
anyway to those that havent realised, todays my birthday, happy 7th of july,
and well, yeah, haha, w00ts.



i think ive lost a friend,
that meant so much to me for the past 3 years.
i guess i just didnt mean anything to her.

yay, blogger again.

haha, rachael reminded me in british council how i dont blog for fuck,
so yay, new start, woohoo!
so what, went for ice cream after class yesterday and than went home.
and this is precisely why i dont blog, my life is freakin boring:D